Well well well, today was a good day :D
I woke up at 10 feeling like shit. I was so tired I really wanted more sleep. I got up anyway because I was excited for hvh and got ready to go out. I finally got ready and practically ran to my bus stop, that's how fast I was walking. I finally get there, and I get a txt from Tahlia saying "remember the shirt" and I'm like FUCK! The bus is coming so I'd all ready missed that one. So then I run halfway home and made mum bring me the shirt. So i start walking back to the bus stop and I get there on time for the next bus. As this is all going on I realise what a fucking hot day it was today. I swear it better fucking not be summer yet, because unlike everyone else I all ready have a tan and do not need anymore. Anyways I'm on my bus and I hell love it how everyone on the bus are surfers and such and then theres me.
So I meet Tahlia, Glen and his friends in the city. They get some food and then we get the train to leeeeederviile. So were at hq waiting for the doors to open. I swear I melted a little whilst waiting because of the fucking sun. So I did the occasional look into the sky *shakes fist towards sky* "Fuck you sun" thing I do. It didn't work sadly. So we finally get let in and Tahlia and I are just chillin on the box. Till we see this fucken piece of fat shit yr 8 from school rock up with her raver friends and they had kandi and ear things and the lot. Any way, we tease them tonnes and threw gum into their hair. It was rather nice. I am such a bitch to people that I hate or people that piss me off. Most people in general can suck on my cock.
Anyway a few bands played and during a break we went to get a drink. We come back and the fucking yr 8's were standing on the box thing that we were standing on to see. So were like, "what the fuck do you think your doing" and they basically said that they weren't moving. So we went and stood in front of them practically squishing them onto the wall and then this little boy pushes me off. So i turn around grabbed his arm and pulled him to the ground. You can't say he didn't deserve it. Before this happened he told the little fat one to come and punch me, whilst i was watching him say it. I was like " well come on do it then ill break your arms". Over all that part of the day was lol.
Then house vs hurricane came on and I was sooooooo happy. Tahlia and myself were dancing it was funny. Everyone was pretty much dancing, I hell loved it when they played forfeiture. I'm pretty sure their really good live too! So devo that I was too much of a poor cunt to afford some merch. FML hahaha!
Anyways so I get the train and then bus home. I get home and go straight into bed. I've been there ever since, what a lazy fuck.
Right now Jack is making me a coffee. Well he better be or I'll ram frosted dick shape crunchie's with herpes up his ass, or maybe just plain old herpes.
Pretty sure I have nothing else to write about! By the way I just accidently pushed some button and it closed this whole window. I shat because I thought it deleted this whole thing, lucky this shitty website saves drafts.
That is all
Tooodlleeloooo Motherfuckkkerrsssss hahahaha
twentysix
Jennifers Body
I'm watching it right now it made me sad watching people experience love. I know I will never experience this fully. I can't let myself, sucks for me hey.
Anyway's lately I've been down. I hate people that matter to you. They always seem to let you down. I'm really sad and I don't think I can stop what is happening. I won't ever be able to fix this until what I want to happen, happens. I hate it when people change for the worse. It makes me so sad. I don't have one friend that I can talk to about anything and everything. I don't have one friend that I feel won't ever leave me for something better. So alone right now.
I have so much shit going on with family. It is really tough being at home, if that's what you call it. I don't even think you can call this building a home, because it really isn't. I hate my step dad. I hate my brain, I hate how I think, I hate how I am and I hate my childhood. I can't help but be the angry person I am. I don't know what to do with myself any more. I don't get the meaning of life. All of these hard times what is it all for? We just die in the end don't we? So why bother.
I'm really confused, I want a break, I need a break, I need a new scene.
I can't be fucked writing any more tonight, I have to wake up early and meet Tahlia in the city. I was going to do something with rachel after. She didn't seem keen. She never seems keen to do things with me any more :(. Oh well,
freshly cooked prawns smell like shit with herbs
goodnight cuntnuggets x
I'm watching it right now it made me sad watching people experience love. I know I will never experience this fully. I can't let myself, sucks for me hey.
Anyway's lately I've been down. I hate people that matter to you. They always seem to let you down. I'm really sad and I don't think I can stop what is happening. I won't ever be able to fix this until what I want to happen, happens. I hate it when people change for the worse. It makes me so sad. I don't have one friend that I can talk to about anything and everything. I don't have one friend that I feel won't ever leave me for something better. So alone right now.
I have so much shit going on with family. It is really tough being at home, if that's what you call it. I don't even think you can call this building a home, because it really isn't. I hate my step dad. I hate my brain, I hate how I think, I hate how I am and I hate my childhood. I can't help but be the angry person I am. I don't know what to do with myself any more. I don't get the meaning of life. All of these hard times what is it all for? We just die in the end don't we? So why bother.
I'm really confused, I want a break, I need a break, I need a new scene.
I can't be fucked writing any more tonight, I have to wake up early and meet Tahlia in the city. I was going to do something with rachel after. She didn't seem keen. She never seems keen to do things with me any more :(. Oh well,
freshly cooked prawns smell like shit with herbs
goodnight cuntnuggets x
twentyfive
You hit me once
I hit you back
You gave a kick
I gave a slap
You smashed a plate over my head
Then I set fire to our bed
My black eye casts no shadow
Your red eye sees nothing
Your slap don't stick
Your kicks don't hit
So we remain the same
Love sticks
Sweat drips
Break the lock if it don't fit
A kick to the teeth is good for some
A kiss with a fist is better then none
currently listening to thattt crazy shinadigannnssss ^^^^
WOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh!
That is my mood right now.
ATM:
I am talking to Reece lolling about stupid shit and being downers as per usual.
I am also txting Callum YAY, iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiilllyyyyyyyyyy
Deciding a movie to watch this is real hard. Too hard infact, almost as hard as my penis after watching that Megan Fox movie. DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYUM GIRL
Tonight blog is just one massive fuckup and can go eat some snail shit
KTHXBAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
xxx
I hit you back
You gave a kick
I gave a slap
You smashed a plate over my head
Then I set fire to our bed
My black eye casts no shadow
Your red eye sees nothing
Your slap don't stick
Your kicks don't hit
So we remain the same
Love sticks
Sweat drips
Break the lock if it don't fit
A kick to the teeth is good for some
A kiss with a fist is better then none
currently listening to thattt crazy shinadigannnssss ^^^^
WOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh!
That is my mood right now.
ATM:
I am talking to Reece lolling about stupid shit and being downers as per usual.
I am also txting Callum YAY, iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiilllyyyyyyyyyy
Deciding a movie to watch this is real hard. Too hard infact, almost as hard as my penis after watching that Megan Fox movie. DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYUM GIRL
Tonight blog is just one massive fuckup and can go eat some snail shit
KTHXBAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
xxx
twentyfour
Free music!
I remember way back when I discovered this shit. From the first moment I fell in love with the shit. Didn't matter who you were, didn't matter who your with. If you were there for the music you got love and respect. I knew right then, I knew right then. Hardcore would have a place in my heart till the end. Nowadays you get judged every move that you make. Who you with, what you wear, mother fuckers so fake. Who the fuck are you to judge let them do their own thing. Now the bitches and mother fuckers stay in your own lane. Don't come up in here with your closed minds. The scene is about freedom and you ain't our kind. Amongst all the shit, one things for sure, freedom of expression ain't shit no more. Old school, new school . No love for the shit mother fucker there's a door. Go! Free music!
Deez Nuts- Free Music
I don't even know if I got half of the lyrics right but you get the point. I really like these lyrics. It's so true. These days you rock up at a gig and your hell pumped about the music (Well I am anyway). Then there's just people there that pretty much judge you and hate you. It's like fuck you have come here for the music. People today just bitch about everything, they deserve a smack! Arhg I swear you can't feel comfortable going to your own genre. Some people think that because you like one band, or you dress a certain way your not 'cool' or 'good' enough to listen to another band. Fuck if they dig the band stop hating. >:| People in today's society make me angry and the people that know me wonder why I'm angry all the time.
Enough about that.
Today was interesting I guess. I got woken up by my excited mother saying that Nathan and Nat from Nova were calling about the Ugly Dog Competition. I got up and put the radio on and laughed at my mum on radio talking about the smelly dog. We have to go to some Competition thing in Canning Vale in October now because the dogs so ugly. Ha!
Just before I started writing this I did my nails. I just had an itchy arm and itched it. Now my nails are all fucked up. This always happens to me, fucking nail polish. Okay back on topic.
After this ugly dog madness. I received a txt from Jed. Was very sad news :'(! I hope he is okay, I'm unsure of what to say to him, I feel so bad.
Then I fell asleep again. I woke up at 11 and it was too late for me to get my ass together to go and see Callum. Hell devo, but I get to see him next week when he's back from Busselton. Yay!
There's a big part of the day that I can't write about because I'll get into trouble. LOL KIM!
I came home and I got some socks that I ordered from America. There the knee high white ones with the two black stripes on the top. I spent a couple month's looking for them in Perth. I finally have them, it took for fucking ever but yay I have them now.
Pretty sure I should go to sleep. I have work training tomorrow 9-1:30pm JOY! Pretty sure I'm getting paid for it thought thank fuck. I better get paid because I need a fucking plug for my ear and I need merch from hvh. I will cry and probably punch a baby if they don't pay me. Better yet I will take a shit in the fresh food department, Woolworths the fresh food people. How do you like me now?
kay I think that's all I can cram in for tonight!
Woohooo dreams and happy places here I come ;D
Goodnight chinchilla x
I remember way back when I discovered this shit. From the first moment I fell in love with the shit. Didn't matter who you were, didn't matter who your with. If you were there for the music you got love and respect. I knew right then, I knew right then. Hardcore would have a place in my heart till the end. Nowadays you get judged every move that you make. Who you with, what you wear, mother fuckers so fake. Who the fuck are you to judge let them do their own thing. Now the bitches and mother fuckers stay in your own lane. Don't come up in here with your closed minds. The scene is about freedom and you ain't our kind. Amongst all the shit, one things for sure, freedom of expression ain't shit no more. Old school, new school . No love for the shit mother fucker there's a door. Go! Free music!
Deez Nuts- Free Music
I don't even know if I got half of the lyrics right but you get the point. I really like these lyrics. It's so true. These days you rock up at a gig and your hell pumped about the music (Well I am anyway). Then there's just people there that pretty much judge you and hate you. It's like fuck you have come here for the music. People today just bitch about everything, they deserve a smack! Arhg I swear you can't feel comfortable going to your own genre. Some people think that because you like one band, or you dress a certain way your not 'cool' or 'good' enough to listen to another band. Fuck if they dig the band stop hating. >:| People in today's society make me angry and the people that know me wonder why I'm angry all the time.
Enough about that.
Today was interesting I guess. I got woken up by my excited mother saying that Nathan and Nat from Nova were calling about the Ugly Dog Competition. I got up and put the radio on and laughed at my mum on radio talking about the smelly dog. We have to go to some Competition thing in Canning Vale in October now because the dogs so ugly. Ha!
Just before I started writing this I did my nails. I just had an itchy arm and itched it. Now my nails are all fucked up. This always happens to me, fucking nail polish. Okay back on topic.
After this ugly dog madness. I received a txt from Jed. Was very sad news :'(! I hope he is okay, I'm unsure of what to say to him, I feel so bad.
Then I fell asleep again. I woke up at 11 and it was too late for me to get my ass together to go and see Callum. Hell devo, but I get to see him next week when he's back from Busselton. Yay!
There's a big part of the day that I can't write about because I'll get into trouble. LOL KIM!
I came home and I got some socks that I ordered from America. There the knee high white ones with the two black stripes on the top. I spent a couple month's looking for them in Perth. I finally have them, it took for fucking ever but yay I have them now.
Pretty sure I should go to sleep. I have work training tomorrow 9-1:30pm JOY! Pretty sure I'm getting paid for it thought thank fuck. I better get paid because I need a fucking plug for my ear and I need merch from hvh. I will cry and probably punch a baby if they don't pay me. Better yet I will take a shit in the fresh food department, Woolworths the fresh food people. How do you like me now?
kay I think that's all I can cram in for tonight!
Woohooo dreams and happy places here I come ;D
Goodnight chinchilla x
twentythree
I woke up this morning feeling as though things were going to be shit as, this is how the day went!
Today in Health Ed we had the Question Box. The Question Box is a box where you write questions anonymously and put them into the box. Then the teacher reads out these questions, no matter how weird they are to the class and try to answer them. One of the questions that came out was " If I took a dump on my partner after sex would she be surprised and would she enjoy it?" LOL? The fuck? Seriously hahahaha! Oh another one was " If I were to have sex with a monkey, would I get AIDS? Also is this considered gay?". I think the most laughs came when the teacher read out " Is chocolate pussy better then vanilla pussy?" Oh man that was funny.
At lunch I chilled with Millie as usual. We stopped to say hi to Kristina and Tiana. Tiana came with us because she had to make a phone call and when we got back Kristina called us "ditching dogs". The thing is we didn't ditch her, when we went back to where she was she was gone. Things like this pisses me off! She told us to "fuck off" and what not and then five seconds later in science she's hugging me and things! This girl confuses me too much! Although I still love her, I'm unsure she loves me.
I had Economics before home time. The stupid teacher hates me because I'm too lazy to do assignments for her class because they are completely boring. She makes me want to punch her in the left ear. Seriously this woman is so rude because no one likes her class. Why would you like her class if it's the most boring piece of shit ever. I think Economics should go to hell!
After school I had to go to HQ and have an appointment there. I have to find two or three songs that represent me, or that I can relate to by Tuesday when I go back for my second appointment there. It has to represent me in either lyrics or tune. I have no idea of where to start! I'm thinking along the lines of some Spill Canvas songs, yay!
I went to some meeting/group assessment thing for my new job as well. It was so boring I didn't even have to go in the end. We sat there for ages and filled out sheets that I all ready filled out! I'm getting a job at Woolworths as a checkout chick. Yes that's right, when I finally start working there I think it shall be interesting to see how I treat customers. I hate people, well most people.
I finally got home and found out I could write an amazing thing called a Blog. So here I am writing it, I feel a bit less angry and a bit more stress has gone. I think I'm going to try and write one of these everyday, well everyday that I am at home and at a laptop.
I am excited about a gig I am going to this Sunday. Its House Vs. Hurricane with Mary Jane Kelly and a few others. I think I will have an all right time. Unsure though because I still don't have someone that is definitely coming with me. I thought Rachel would be coming, but she doesn't seem too keen. That kid is taking up her mind lately. I'm unsure if there's any room for anything else. I hope this kid doesn't be a dick head leaving me no choice but to cut his genitals off. Hopefully Tahlia will be coming. It shall make for a good day!
Tomorrow. I'm not sure what I am going to do tomorrow. If I can be bothered waking up and getting my ass to Kelmscott I may visit Callum. Although I doubt I'll be fucked because its a zillion miles away and I'm still awake at 1:24am. Wish me luck for waking up.
That is all for now, fucking finally finished. Biggest workout ever!
Oh and by the way I hate my step dad.
Chilled potatoes,
Goodnight x
Today in Health Ed we had the Question Box. The Question Box is a box where you write questions anonymously and put them into the box. Then the teacher reads out these questions, no matter how weird they are to the class and try to answer them. One of the questions that came out was " If I took a dump on my partner after sex would she be surprised and would she enjoy it?" LOL? The fuck? Seriously hahahaha! Oh another one was " If I were to have sex with a monkey, would I get AIDS? Also is this considered gay?". I think the most laughs came when the teacher read out " Is chocolate pussy better then vanilla pussy?" Oh man that was funny.
At lunch I chilled with Millie as usual. We stopped to say hi to Kristina and Tiana. Tiana came with us because she had to make a phone call and when we got back Kristina called us "ditching dogs". The thing is we didn't ditch her, when we went back to where she was she was gone. Things like this pisses me off! She told us to "fuck off" and what not and then five seconds later in science she's hugging me and things! This girl confuses me too much! Although I still love her, I'm unsure she loves me.
I had Economics before home time. The stupid teacher hates me because I'm too lazy to do assignments for her class because they are completely boring. She makes me want to punch her in the left ear. Seriously this woman is so rude because no one likes her class. Why would you like her class if it's the most boring piece of shit ever. I think Economics should go to hell!
After school I had to go to HQ and have an appointment there. I have to find two or three songs that represent me, or that I can relate to by Tuesday when I go back for my second appointment there. It has to represent me in either lyrics or tune. I have no idea of where to start! I'm thinking along the lines of some Spill Canvas songs, yay!
I went to some meeting/group assessment thing for my new job as well. It was so boring I didn't even have to go in the end. We sat there for ages and filled out sheets that I all ready filled out! I'm getting a job at Woolworths as a checkout chick. Yes that's right, when I finally start working there I think it shall be interesting to see how I treat customers. I hate people, well most people.
I finally got home and found out I could write an amazing thing called a Blog. So here I am writing it, I feel a bit less angry and a bit more stress has gone. I think I'm going to try and write one of these everyday, well everyday that I am at home and at a laptop.
I am excited about a gig I am going to this Sunday. Its House Vs. Hurricane with Mary Jane Kelly and a few others. I think I will have an all right time. Unsure though because I still don't have someone that is definitely coming with me. I thought Rachel would be coming, but she doesn't seem too keen. That kid is taking up her mind lately. I'm unsure if there's any room for anything else. I hope this kid doesn't be a dick head leaving me no choice but to cut his genitals off. Hopefully Tahlia will be coming. It shall make for a good day!
Tomorrow. I'm not sure what I am going to do tomorrow. If I can be bothered waking up and getting my ass to Kelmscott I may visit Callum. Although I doubt I'll be fucked because its a zillion miles away and I'm still awake at 1:24am. Wish me luck for waking up.
That is all for now, fucking finally finished. Biggest workout ever!
Oh and by the way I hate my step dad.
Chilled potatoes,
Goodnight x
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