no sex for ben
t says:
i should be asleep
what is this
Benjamin says:
t says:
t says:
bennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn lets fuk
no tro
t says:
Benjamin says:
torrriiiii im a homosexual and i enjoy fisting camels
im so bullitining that
Benjamin says:
t says:
Ben im always horny one time i fingerd my cat i was so good
wtf
t says:
hahahahaha
Benjamin says:
thats wrong
but hot
i should be asleep
what is this
Benjamin says:
t says:
t says:
bennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn lets fuk
no tro
t says:
Benjamin says:
torrriiiii im a homosexual and i enjoy fisting camels
im so bullitining that
Benjamin says:
t says:
Ben im always horny one time i fingerd my cat i was so good
wtf
t says:
hahahahaha
Benjamin says:
thats wrong
but hot
baby are you down down down down down
HELL NO, FUCK DAMN I AINT DOWN FOR NOTHING
lol at songs that make you want to fist fuck a bag full of smashed glass and then lick the glass bits out of your fist and bleed all over hookers,
weird much aaaaaaah
less then 48 hours and ill be in perth, or on a plane to perth atleast!!!!!!!!
oh no tokio hotel is on now hahahhaha fucking lol
anyway im keen to get to school and sit in class and not do work :) :):)
KEEN FOR EVERY FUCKING THING ABOUT BEING HOME
keen for weekends ;D
nightynight malaysia ilysfm x
lol at songs that make you want to fist fuck a bag full of smashed glass and then lick the glass bits out of your fist and bleed all over hookers,
weird much aaaaaaah
less then 48 hours and ill be in perth, or on a plane to perth atleast!!!!!!!!
oh no tokio hotel is on now hahahhaha fucking lol
anyway im keen to get to school and sit in class and not do work :) :):)
KEEN FOR EVERY FUCKING THING ABOUT BEING HOME
keen for weekends ;D
nightynight malaysia ilysfm x
mosquito bites and antiseptic cream
those two are my best friends on this holiday. i swear i am covered in mozzie bites even on my face its horrible
haha
fuck im going to penang soon
i have so much on my mind and i cannotttt be fucked to say any of it ahaha
im keen to go home
or get my nails done and get massaaagess
because im worn out haha. i hell need to sleep soon eh
D:
bleh i miss home and i miss my saturday nights :( i should be somewhere else
well i quit this for tonight kbye
haha
fuck im going to penang soon
i have so much on my mind and i cannotttt be fucked to say any of it ahaha
im keen to go home
or get my nails done and get massaaagess
because im worn out haha. i hell need to sleep soon eh
D:
bleh i miss home and i miss my saturday nights :( i should be somewhere else
well i quit this for tonight kbye
In the car
To the airport, fml im scared of the planes hahaa I didn't sleep and im
excited to come home in 16 days
Ahahahaha
excited to come home in 16 days
Ahahahaha
Parents are argueing,
Its goign to be a looong trip ahaaha
Fml
I told them to start chillin or ill punch them
Haha
Last
Day in australiaa for nearly a whole month, going to malaysia so not
keen
I get back on the 9th of december :( hopefully I will be able to txt
people and so on, iff not I will cry ahah
keen
I get back on the 9th of december :( hopefully I will be able to txt
people and so on, iff not I will cry ahah
I won't be abl7e to txt on the plane either hey,
Fuck ahah
I hope I don't get killed by some crazy witch dotor or something
This weather is way too fucking hot im keen on getting to malaysia
weather even though it will be hot it won't be as dry as this town
ahaha.
Fuck ahhhhhh nottt fucking keeeeeeeen!
Welll that's enough complaining out of me hey ahahaha
Okay bye
Last day of yr 10
Today is the last day of year 10 and the last day of school for me this
year. Ahah
year. Ahah
Chillin in class watching movies all day so boring, ahahaha.
I brought my camera to school to take photos us all. Haha
Going to malaysia on tuesday morning fml ahaha :|
Im scared of planes so im most probabl going to die hahaa.
Prolly staying at charlies on satday night if everything goes to plan.
To watch family guy woo ahah and take pictures of him sleeping , not
really. To prove that he was sleeping ahaha
Chilling in class watchign the persuit of happines is lol, its better
then what kung fu panda was ,
Hell keen on people to txt me and they aren't doing that today stupid
people
Tonight
There had better be something on or im going to rape someone.
I ate chocolate and chocolate milk for lunch very nice
I ate chocolate and chocolate milk for lunch very nice
I love
Reciving phone calls from people Im sitting right next too.
I like how the people outside my window see all the yucky fat men on the
opposit side of my posters :D it looks like stained glass at the night
time, with sexy fat people on it
Ihy red ninjas ahaha
I better be on the express lane tomorrow or I will cry :(
And I need to get my shit together :O
Fuck it better work out nicely
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Germs
Rachels ear is itchy, I think there's demons in it.
Apparently I am not very good at spreading, jam on bread. Lol
Freaking exams done and done, I bet I failed ahhahaha,
Right now im just chillin in bed and rachels setting an alarm for me to
wakeup for work tomorrow, we have exactly 8 hours and 19 minutes, she is
singing time is the enemy - 50 lions ahaha.
Today I covered my windows in posters so now my room has like 0 light
coming in, yay :D no more sun coming to smack me in the face.
Hmm work 9-6 tomorrow aah ahahahhaha omg lol rachel looks dissapointed
cos my pillows aren't up to her standards. LOLOL
She just told me she doesn't like this misquito ahahahhaa.
Rachels curled into a ball and she just goes "look at me im in a ball"
She just threw a bobby pin at me and thinks its hilarious, and now she
is robling, ahahahahaha
She just asked me if she looked down syndrome ahhaha,
HMMMMM FUCKING WORK I better be able to get out tomorrow night
Ahahahahhahahahaha omg rachels in a retard mood,
Ahhahahaha
Omg im going bye ahahahhaa
New phone
So I got this new phone number and its for calls only ahahaha, and yeah,
it is 0433005394 :)
it is 0433005394 :)
Call that if your bored or something ahahha.
But my normal number is for txting and shit its just you can't call it.
Ahaha how fucked up hey?
In like 7 months tho the new number will be completely my number and the
0400113930 one would have fucked off somewhere and died. Hah
Anyways just chilling in this room, its too charlie right now. LOL
Omgg fuck you weather.
Lol at the events of today :O, keeping the chill.
Indonesian and economics exams tomorow. Lawl im not trying for either of
them the only 2 exams I give a shit about are maths and english. Terms
too long for me this term I feel like im burnt out and tired or
something just cannot be fucked with school in general :O.
Malaysia in like 2 weeks :( or just under. Its going to be scary ahah. I
don't like planes I hate them, its going to be interesting ahaha.
Welll I've pretty much had enough of this for now because my thumbs hurt
:( ahahaha
Pceee x
New
Phone coming soon, also new calling number. Haha,
Ill have a txting phone and a calling phone :) yayz
My back and chest hurts a lot
:(
I think I may be dying
Lol
:)
I have some new writer thing?
yay I keep getting all these new blog things to make blogging easier. haha
woooooooooooooooo brb dinner
Suck
My dick
Hahaha I love people,
No seriously people are great, they are made for goood things aren't
they. Hah
Fuck that shit eat dick bitch
Today
Was lol.
Also, the loneliness is starting to kick in. Unsure of what has brought
this on. Hopefully it leaves soon.
Exams this week. Then fuck you school I'm out, yay.
Headache right now is fucked, short blog tonight. So tired and school
tomorrow. Not keen.
Now I'll get back to cuddling pillows yay.
Nightnight
Work
Im at work, ihy work
Ihy customers, I think they should all die,
Ihy customers, I think they should all die,
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah
Lunchbreaks are stupid and too short
> :(
poo on your eyeball
Right now I can't sleep because the neighbours won't shut the fuck up.
If you are my neighbours I hope your reading this. One day im going to
kill all your dogs and smash all your cars. I hate you, your all a bunch
of shitheads that I hate.
I hope you eat duck shit.
Night. GO TO SLEEP FOR FUCKS SAKE AAAAAAH
Pce
Dirty girls toilets
Right now I'm in the girls toilets at school. They are really a
shithole. I'm hiding from my teacher as I do not want to go to her
class. People are coming and going whilst they are doing this they're
all saying things like " Oh tori your here today" or "I haven't seen you
in ages". Ahaha
This weather is killing me it is absolutely not fair. I need aircon and
fast. It is making me want to hurl so fucking bad.
This blog is going to be a continuous one of my whole day. At the moment
im chillin on annies couch eating an lcm, its rather nice. :D
At the galleria nowwww, walking around and window shopping. Thinking of
food to get kinda hungry right now :D. Its like lunch time now, im
sitting on the sportgirl changeroom floor. Its so comfy
Haah on the bus back to school now :D, to give shit to tahlia, meet my
mum and go for needles woo. Ahaha contemplating city or not after
needles, unsuree!
Prolly just go home and cbf with city cos I'm so tired. This has been
kinda weird writing on my day ahaha.
I hate it when people sit next to me on the bus. They have like 25678
other seats that are next to me but they have to chose the one that is
closest too me. What a load of shit. Now I'm all cramped and can't sit
properly and I have to get off soon anyways so how stupid is that.
Aaaahg
Today the flies have been horrible. I want to kill them all. Ihy flies
and hot weather. Headache levels are so not good right now.
LOL I just seen some guy fall off his skateboard ahhahahahahaha. Oh
lol.
Now I am sitting on a curb in a carpark waiting for mum to pick me up,
my ass is hurting because of this concrete. Ahah fml right now lol.
Needles at 3:30 woooo.
So fucking sleepy would kill to sleep. Sitting in the doctors waiting
room, THESE FUCKING KIDS WON'T SHUT THE FUCK UP, FOR FUCKS SAKE ITS SOOO
FUCKING ANNOYING. OMG I WANNA PUNCH THEM ALL OMG. They all need a good
kick in the teeth. I just gave their mum the evils. Put your cats on a
leesh. Omg ones called stella. Who the fuck calls their kid stella. Lol
annabelle whatathe fuck such fairytale names. Omg ahaha. Small things
make me so angry.
How long is this shitty blog ahahhaa. Omg cbf I think ill do another one
tonight.
Okaay bai
shithole. I'm hiding from my teacher as I do not want to go to her
class. People are coming and going whilst they are doing this they're
all saying things like " Oh tori your here today" or "I haven't seen you
in ages". Ahaha
This weather is killing me it is absolutely not fair. I need aircon and
fast. It is making me want to hurl so fucking bad.
This blog is going to be a continuous one of my whole day. At the moment
im chillin on annies couch eating an lcm, its rather nice. :D
At the galleria nowwww, walking around and window shopping. Thinking of
food to get kinda hungry right now :D. Its like lunch time now, im
sitting on the sportgirl changeroom floor. Its so comfy
Haah on the bus back to school now :D, to give shit to tahlia, meet my
mum and go for needles woo. Ahaha contemplating city or not after
needles, unsuree!
Prolly just go home and cbf with city cos I'm so tired. This has been
kinda weird writing on my day ahaha.
I hate it when people sit next to me on the bus. They have like 25678
other seats that are next to me but they have to chose the one that is
closest too me. What a load of shit. Now I'm all cramped and can't sit
properly and I have to get off soon anyways so how stupid is that.
Aaaahg
Today the flies have been horrible. I want to kill them all. Ihy flies
and hot weather. Headache levels are so not good right now.
LOL I just seen some guy fall off his skateboard ahhahahahahaha. Oh
lol.
Now I am sitting on a curb in a carpark waiting for mum to pick me up,
my ass is hurting because of this concrete. Ahah fml right now lol.
Needles at 3:30 woooo.
So fucking sleepy would kill to sleep. Sitting in the doctors waiting
room, THESE FUCKING KIDS WON'T SHUT THE FUCK UP, FOR FUCKS SAKE ITS SOOO
FUCKING ANNOYING. OMG I WANNA PUNCH THEM ALL OMG. They all need a good
kick in the teeth. I just gave their mum the evils. Put your cats on a
leesh. Omg ones called stella. Who the fuck calls their kid stella. Lol
annabelle whatathe fuck such fairytale names. Omg ahaha. Small things
make me so angry.
How long is this shitty blog ahahhaa. Omg cbf I think ill do another one
tonight.
Okaay bai
Ihy
I just spent 30 minutes trying to figure out how to post something from
my phone. Tomorrow I will figure it out for sure on the laptop so I can
e-mail a blog or someshit. I don't know?
my phone. Tomorrow I will figure it out for sure on the laptop so I can
e-mail a blog or someshit. I don't know?
Right now I am on zee mobile phone and I should be asleep because I have
to wakeup prettttty soon for schoolies. Sucks for me. Ihy schoolies.
Atm it is too hot to have a blanket but too cold to not have a blanket.
I don't like this, it is very bad. I think I should hybernate summer
time. As this time is a shithole that everyone should hybernate in.
I can hear all the cars and trucks from scarborough beach road and I'm
pretty sure I just heard a plane :|. I don't like living near the beach
or scabs beach road. SHITHOLE WOO.
Omg I found this online shop right, fuck I need cash and now. Ahaha I
wish my job paid like $20 more an hour then I would be happy, I would be
happier if I quit school and worked 24 7. Not really woolies is not nice
to me because it hurts so much to work there. Maybe because im weak or
something. What is wrong with me tonight I feel as though I could talk
forever and ever :|.
Anyways I should probably end this, I had promised myself to go to sleep
at 11:11pm but look at the time now. What a fuck up of a night.
Goodnight frenchpony x
stupid grass
I am at my grandmas dying of hayfever. I just remembered the mass amounts of yummy chocolate she has in her fridge! yay.
Okay so I'm sniffling and shit, now I just remembered I can play ps1
YAY
What a shit day, after this it shall be good.
Cut up comes out today it better be good or I'm going to bash someone.
I'm supposed to be studying maths, cbeez.
yay for live vouchers :D
shoppings wednesday :D
this was so pointless.
cut up is actually quiet cool :D
hahhaahaha how lame
redoing nails woo
kfuckthisshitrightup
bye
Okay so I'm sniffling and shit, now I just remembered I can play ps1
YAY
What a shit day, after this it shall be good.
Cut up comes out today it better be good or I'm going to bash someone.
I'm supposed to be studying maths, cbeez.
yay for live vouchers :D
shoppings wednesday :D
this was so pointless.
cut up is actually quiet cool :D
hahhaahaha how lame
redoing nails woo
kfuckthisshitrightup
bye
computer says no
Fucking accounts, fucking passwords. How can my brain and all these websites expect me to remember all of the different emails and passwords I use. It took me like 40 goes to finally sign back into this piece of shit.
Anyways, I have a pain in my chest. Like opposite side of my heart but like where my heart would be if it was there. I'm going to have a non-heart-attack this shall be interesting. It was just today that I couldn't see out of my left eye and Tom said my left side of my face wasn't moving. LOL , I guess I'm going to have a stroke. YAY
Today was lol. People at school say they hate me one day and want to be my best friend the next. Well you know what fuck you, you can suck my dick. I don't need your shit. Yay
Friday night HQ for chills. yay
I want acrylic nails. I need to save up, but there is too many good things to buy with my money. Silly work should pay me more.
Summer doesn't love me, if it did it wouldn't turn me black.
Hm shower time.
Woo
ah chest pains
Anyways, I have a pain in my chest. Like opposite side of my heart but like where my heart would be if it was there. I'm going to have a non-heart-attack this shall be interesting. It was just today that I couldn't see out of my left eye and Tom said my left side of my face wasn't moving. LOL , I guess I'm going to have a stroke. YAY
Today was lol. People at school say they hate me one day and want to be my best friend the next. Well you know what fuck you, you can suck my dick. I don't need your shit. Yay
Friday night HQ for chills. yay
I want acrylic nails. I need to save up, but there is too many good things to buy with my money. Silly work should pay me more.
Summer doesn't love me, if it did it wouldn't turn me black.
Hm shower time.
Woo
ah chest pains
twentyeight
Sorry Mr Blog.
I forgot about you!
I haven't written anything in days. I'm too lazy right now to write anything so I'll just give you this
Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
taelah bulley
Are you single/taken?
taken
Do you hate anyone?
a few
Have you kissed anyone in the last 24hours?
yep
Who was the last person you told you loved them?
caaaaaaaaallum
Would you date your number one?
yes
What was the last thing you drank?
mango juice
What woke you up this morning?
stepdad + friends
Are you dating the last person you kissed?
yes
Will you be in a relationship 6 months from now?
possibly
Is there a boy you can tell anything to?
never
Does anyone hate you?
yeah
Do you miss anyone?
yep :(
Do you wish you could fix things with someone?
yep:(
Ever dated any of your top friends?
ahuh am now?
Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
never
Last person to tell you off?
mum, stretcher she was more shocked then angry
What phone company do you use?
telstra
Are you planning on getting high tonight?
later days
Would it bother you if a friend lied to you?
yep :(
Ever been cheated on?
yeah
Will you sleep alone tonight?
yeaaaaaah
What were you doing at midnight last night?
uhmmm talking to people
How many siblings do you have?
one
Have you ever dyed your hair?
just did tonight
Are you blonde/brunette/red?
black. brunette whatevs
Do you believe in love at first sight?
no
Do you like anyone?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm yes
What are you listening to?
peaches
How are you feeling?
sad
If you were kicked out of your house, where would you go first?
grandmas
Are you cheating on someone right now?
no
Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
mmhmm
Anyone your giving up on?
yes
Do you like hugs and kisses?
yeeeeeeeep
Have you ever drank alcohol?
yea
When is the next time you'll hug someone?
dunnooo
Do you hate being alone?
mostly
Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can't stand?
omg yes
Do you take pills daily?
mmhmm
Wearing any bracelets?
yes. millie
Have you ever broken someones heart?
no
Can people tell if your in a bad mood?
oh boy can they
Do you trust all your friends?
no
Who was the last person you hugged?
millaay
True love or 1 trillion dollors?
hah dont know.
cos love always fucks up. i dont know
Have you ever slept on the floor with someone you liked?
no the floors not comfy
Do you want someone to call you right now?
no
Are relationships ever really worth it?
sometimes
Are you someone who worries too much?
yeaah
Do you believe in love?
not really
When was the last time you saw your father?
uhm 13 years ago
Do you believe in this saying: What goes around comes around?
sometimes
Have any memories that you'd like to forget?
ahuh
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
yes
Do you think teenagers can be in love?
sometimes
How fast does your mood change?
all the time
Is your hair longer than your shoulders?
yep
Also I think I may have found my real dad on facebook. I made a fake account to add him to see. I'm scared :(
Goodnight.xx
I forgot about you!
I haven't written anything in days. I'm too lazy right now to write anything so I'll just give you this
Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
taelah bulley
Are you single/taken?
taken
Do you hate anyone?
a few
Have you kissed anyone in the last 24hours?
yep
Who was the last person you told you loved them?
caaaaaaaaallum
Would you date your number one?
yes
What was the last thing you drank?
mango juice
What woke you up this morning?
stepdad + friends
Are you dating the last person you kissed?
yes
Will you be in a relationship 6 months from now?
possibly
Is there a boy you can tell anything to?
never
Does anyone hate you?
yeah
Do you miss anyone?
yep :(
Do you wish you could fix things with someone?
yep:(
Ever dated any of your top friends?
ahuh am now?
Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
never
Last person to tell you off?
mum, stretcher she was more shocked then angry
What phone company do you use?
telstra
Are you planning on getting high tonight?
later days
Would it bother you if a friend lied to you?
yep :(
Ever been cheated on?
yeah
Will you sleep alone tonight?
yeaaaaaah
What were you doing at midnight last night?
uhmmm talking to people
How many siblings do you have?
one
Have you ever dyed your hair?
just did tonight
Are you blonde/brunette/red?
black. brunette whatevs
Do you believe in love at first sight?
no
Do you like anyone?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm yes
What are you listening to?
peaches
How are you feeling?
sad
If you were kicked out of your house, where would you go first?
grandmas
Are you cheating on someone right now?
no
Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
mmhmm
Anyone your giving up on?
yes
Do you like hugs and kisses?
yeeeeeeeep
Have you ever drank alcohol?
yea
When is the next time you'll hug someone?
dunnooo
Do you hate being alone?
mostly
Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can't stand?
omg yes
Do you take pills daily?
mmhmm
Wearing any bracelets?
yes. millie
Have you ever broken someones heart?
no
Can people tell if your in a bad mood?
oh boy can they
Do you trust all your friends?
no
Who was the last person you hugged?
millaay
True love or 1 trillion dollors?
hah dont know.
cos love always fucks up. i dont know
Have you ever slept on the floor with someone you liked?
no the floors not comfy
Do you want someone to call you right now?
no
Are relationships ever really worth it?
sometimes
Are you someone who worries too much?
yeaah
Do you believe in love?
not really
When was the last time you saw your father?
uhm 13 years ago
Do you believe in this saying: What goes around comes around?
sometimes
Have any memories that you'd like to forget?
ahuh
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
yes
Do you think teenagers can be in love?
sometimes
How fast does your mood change?
all the time
Is your hair longer than your shoulders?
yep
Also I think I may have found my real dad on facebook. I made a fake account to add him to see. I'm scared :(
Goodnight.xx
twentyseven
Well well well, today was a good day :D
I woke up at 10 feeling like shit. I was so tired I really wanted more sleep. I got up anyway because I was excited for hvh and got ready to go out. I finally got ready and practically ran to my bus stop, that's how fast I was walking. I finally get there, and I get a txt from Tahlia saying "remember the shirt" and I'm like FUCK! The bus is coming so I'd all ready missed that one. So then I run halfway home and made mum bring me the shirt. So i start walking back to the bus stop and I get there on time for the next bus. As this is all going on I realise what a fucking hot day it was today. I swear it better fucking not be summer yet, because unlike everyone else I all ready have a tan and do not need anymore. Anyways I'm on my bus and I hell love it how everyone on the bus are surfers and such and then theres me.
So I meet Tahlia, Glen and his friends in the city. They get some food and then we get the train to leeeeederviile. So were at hq waiting for the doors to open. I swear I melted a little whilst waiting because of the fucking sun. So I did the occasional look into the sky *shakes fist towards sky* "Fuck you sun" thing I do. It didn't work sadly. So we finally get let in and Tahlia and I are just chillin on the box. Till we see this fucken piece of fat shit yr 8 from school rock up with her raver friends and they had kandi and ear things and the lot. Any way, we tease them tonnes and threw gum into their hair. It was rather nice. I am such a bitch to people that I hate or people that piss me off. Most people in general can suck on my cock.
Anyway a few bands played and during a break we went to get a drink. We come back and the fucking yr 8's were standing on the box thing that we were standing on to see. So were like, "what the fuck do you think your doing" and they basically said that they weren't moving. So we went and stood in front of them practically squishing them onto the wall and then this little boy pushes me off. So i turn around grabbed his arm and pulled him to the ground. You can't say he didn't deserve it. Before this happened he told the little fat one to come and punch me, whilst i was watching him say it. I was like " well come on do it then ill break your arms". Over all that part of the day was lol.
Then house vs hurricane came on and I was sooooooo happy. Tahlia and myself were dancing it was funny. Everyone was pretty much dancing, I hell loved it when they played forfeiture. I'm pretty sure their really good live too! So devo that I was too much of a poor cunt to afford some merch. FML hahaha!
Anyways so I get the train and then bus home. I get home and go straight into bed. I've been there ever since, what a lazy fuck.
Right now Jack is making me a coffee. Well he better be or I'll ram frosted dick shape crunchie's with herpes up his ass, or maybe just plain old herpes.
Pretty sure I have nothing else to write about! By the way I just accidently pushed some button and it closed this whole window. I shat because I thought it deleted this whole thing, lucky this shitty website saves drafts.
That is all
Tooodlleeloooo Motherfuckkkerrsssss hahahaha
I woke up at 10 feeling like shit. I was so tired I really wanted more sleep. I got up anyway because I was excited for hvh and got ready to go out. I finally got ready and practically ran to my bus stop, that's how fast I was walking. I finally get there, and I get a txt from Tahlia saying "remember the shirt" and I'm like FUCK! The bus is coming so I'd all ready missed that one. So then I run halfway home and made mum bring me the shirt. So i start walking back to the bus stop and I get there on time for the next bus. As this is all going on I realise what a fucking hot day it was today. I swear it better fucking not be summer yet, because unlike everyone else I all ready have a tan and do not need anymore. Anyways I'm on my bus and I hell love it how everyone on the bus are surfers and such and then theres me.
So I meet Tahlia, Glen and his friends in the city. They get some food and then we get the train to leeeeederviile. So were at hq waiting for the doors to open. I swear I melted a little whilst waiting because of the fucking sun. So I did the occasional look into the sky *shakes fist towards sky* "Fuck you sun" thing I do. It didn't work sadly. So we finally get let in and Tahlia and I are just chillin on the box. Till we see this fucken piece of fat shit yr 8 from school rock up with her raver friends and they had kandi and ear things and the lot. Any way, we tease them tonnes and threw gum into their hair. It was rather nice. I am such a bitch to people that I hate or people that piss me off. Most people in general can suck on my cock.
Anyway a few bands played and during a break we went to get a drink. We come back and the fucking yr 8's were standing on the box thing that we were standing on to see. So were like, "what the fuck do you think your doing" and they basically said that they weren't moving. So we went and stood in front of them practically squishing them onto the wall and then this little boy pushes me off. So i turn around grabbed his arm and pulled him to the ground. You can't say he didn't deserve it. Before this happened he told the little fat one to come and punch me, whilst i was watching him say it. I was like " well come on do it then ill break your arms". Over all that part of the day was lol.
Then house vs hurricane came on and I was sooooooo happy. Tahlia and myself were dancing it was funny. Everyone was pretty much dancing, I hell loved it when they played forfeiture. I'm pretty sure their really good live too! So devo that I was too much of a poor cunt to afford some merch. FML hahaha!
Anyways so I get the train and then bus home. I get home and go straight into bed. I've been there ever since, what a lazy fuck.
Right now Jack is making me a coffee. Well he better be or I'll ram frosted dick shape crunchie's with herpes up his ass, or maybe just plain old herpes.
Pretty sure I have nothing else to write about! By the way I just accidently pushed some button and it closed this whole window. I shat because I thought it deleted this whole thing, lucky this shitty website saves drafts.
That is all
Tooodlleeloooo Motherfuckkkerrsssss hahahaha
twentysix
Jennifers Body
I'm watching it right now it made me sad watching people experience love. I know I will never experience this fully. I can't let myself, sucks for me hey.
Anyway's lately I've been down. I hate people that matter to you. They always seem to let you down. I'm really sad and I don't think I can stop what is happening. I won't ever be able to fix this until what I want to happen, happens. I hate it when people change for the worse. It makes me so sad. I don't have one friend that I can talk to about anything and everything. I don't have one friend that I feel won't ever leave me for something better. So alone right now.
I have so much shit going on with family. It is really tough being at home, if that's what you call it. I don't even think you can call this building a home, because it really isn't. I hate my step dad. I hate my brain, I hate how I think, I hate how I am and I hate my childhood. I can't help but be the angry person I am. I don't know what to do with myself any more. I don't get the meaning of life. All of these hard times what is it all for? We just die in the end don't we? So why bother.
I'm really confused, I want a break, I need a break, I need a new scene.
I can't be fucked writing any more tonight, I have to wake up early and meet Tahlia in the city. I was going to do something with rachel after. She didn't seem keen. She never seems keen to do things with me any more :(. Oh well,
freshly cooked prawns smell like shit with herbs
goodnight cuntnuggets x
I'm watching it right now it made me sad watching people experience love. I know I will never experience this fully. I can't let myself, sucks for me hey.
Anyway's lately I've been down. I hate people that matter to you. They always seem to let you down. I'm really sad and I don't think I can stop what is happening. I won't ever be able to fix this until what I want to happen, happens. I hate it when people change for the worse. It makes me so sad. I don't have one friend that I can talk to about anything and everything. I don't have one friend that I feel won't ever leave me for something better. So alone right now.
I have so much shit going on with family. It is really tough being at home, if that's what you call it. I don't even think you can call this building a home, because it really isn't. I hate my step dad. I hate my brain, I hate how I think, I hate how I am and I hate my childhood. I can't help but be the angry person I am. I don't know what to do with myself any more. I don't get the meaning of life. All of these hard times what is it all for? We just die in the end don't we? So why bother.
I'm really confused, I want a break, I need a break, I need a new scene.
I can't be fucked writing any more tonight, I have to wake up early and meet Tahlia in the city. I was going to do something with rachel after. She didn't seem keen. She never seems keen to do things with me any more :(. Oh well,
freshly cooked prawns smell like shit with herbs
goodnight cuntnuggets x
twentyfive
You hit me once
I hit you back
You gave a kick
I gave a slap
You smashed a plate over my head
Then I set fire to our bed
My black eye casts no shadow
Your red eye sees nothing
Your slap don't stick
Your kicks don't hit
So we remain the same
Love sticks
Sweat drips
Break the lock if it don't fit
A kick to the teeth is good for some
A kiss with a fist is better then none
currently listening to thattt crazy shinadigannnssss ^^^^
WOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh!
That is my mood right now.
ATM:
I am talking to Reece lolling about stupid shit and being downers as per usual.
I am also txting Callum YAY, iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiilllyyyyyyyyyy
Deciding a movie to watch this is real hard. Too hard infact, almost as hard as my penis after watching that Megan Fox movie. DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYUM GIRL
Tonight blog is just one massive fuckup and can go eat some snail shit
KTHXBAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
xxx
I hit you back
You gave a kick
I gave a slap
You smashed a plate over my head
Then I set fire to our bed
My black eye casts no shadow
Your red eye sees nothing
Your slap don't stick
Your kicks don't hit
So we remain the same
Love sticks
Sweat drips
Break the lock if it don't fit
A kick to the teeth is good for some
A kiss with a fist is better then none
currently listening to thattt crazy shinadigannnssss ^^^^
WOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh!
That is my mood right now.
ATM:
I am talking to Reece lolling about stupid shit and being downers as per usual.
I am also txting Callum YAY, iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiilllyyyyyyyyyy
Deciding a movie to watch this is real hard. Too hard infact, almost as hard as my penis after watching that Megan Fox movie. DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYUM GIRL
Tonight blog is just one massive fuckup and can go eat some snail shit
KTHXBAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
xxx
twentyfour
Free music!
I remember way back when I discovered this shit. From the first moment I fell in love with the shit. Didn't matter who you were, didn't matter who your with. If you were there for the music you got love and respect. I knew right then, I knew right then. Hardcore would have a place in my heart till the end. Nowadays you get judged every move that you make. Who you with, what you wear, mother fuckers so fake. Who the fuck are you to judge let them do their own thing. Now the bitches and mother fuckers stay in your own lane. Don't come up in here with your closed minds. The scene is about freedom and you ain't our kind. Amongst all the shit, one things for sure, freedom of expression ain't shit no more. Old school, new school . No love for the shit mother fucker there's a door. Go! Free music!
Deez Nuts- Free Music
I don't even know if I got half of the lyrics right but you get the point. I really like these lyrics. It's so true. These days you rock up at a gig and your hell pumped about the music (Well I am anyway). Then there's just people there that pretty much judge you and hate you. It's like fuck you have come here for the music. People today just bitch about everything, they deserve a smack! Arhg I swear you can't feel comfortable going to your own genre. Some people think that because you like one band, or you dress a certain way your not 'cool' or 'good' enough to listen to another band. Fuck if they dig the band stop hating. >:| People in today's society make me angry and the people that know me wonder why I'm angry all the time.
Enough about that.
Today was interesting I guess. I got woken up by my excited mother saying that Nathan and Nat from Nova were calling about the Ugly Dog Competition. I got up and put the radio on and laughed at my mum on radio talking about the smelly dog. We have to go to some Competition thing in Canning Vale in October now because the dogs so ugly. Ha!
Just before I started writing this I did my nails. I just had an itchy arm and itched it. Now my nails are all fucked up. This always happens to me, fucking nail polish. Okay back on topic.
After this ugly dog madness. I received a txt from Jed. Was very sad news :'(! I hope he is okay, I'm unsure of what to say to him, I feel so bad.
Then I fell asleep again. I woke up at 11 and it was too late for me to get my ass together to go and see Callum. Hell devo, but I get to see him next week when he's back from Busselton. Yay!
There's a big part of the day that I can't write about because I'll get into trouble. LOL KIM!
I came home and I got some socks that I ordered from America. There the knee high white ones with the two black stripes on the top. I spent a couple month's looking for them in Perth. I finally have them, it took for fucking ever but yay I have them now.
Pretty sure I should go to sleep. I have work training tomorrow 9-1:30pm JOY! Pretty sure I'm getting paid for it thought thank fuck. I better get paid because I need a fucking plug for my ear and I need merch from hvh. I will cry and probably punch a baby if they don't pay me. Better yet I will take a shit in the fresh food department, Woolworths the fresh food people. How do you like me now?
kay I think that's all I can cram in for tonight!
Woohooo dreams and happy places here I come ;D
Goodnight chinchilla x
I remember way back when I discovered this shit. From the first moment I fell in love with the shit. Didn't matter who you were, didn't matter who your with. If you were there for the music you got love and respect. I knew right then, I knew right then. Hardcore would have a place in my heart till the end. Nowadays you get judged every move that you make. Who you with, what you wear, mother fuckers so fake. Who the fuck are you to judge let them do their own thing. Now the bitches and mother fuckers stay in your own lane. Don't come up in here with your closed minds. The scene is about freedom and you ain't our kind. Amongst all the shit, one things for sure, freedom of expression ain't shit no more. Old school, new school . No love for the shit mother fucker there's a door. Go! Free music!
Deez Nuts- Free Music
I don't even know if I got half of the lyrics right but you get the point. I really like these lyrics. It's so true. These days you rock up at a gig and your hell pumped about the music (Well I am anyway). Then there's just people there that pretty much judge you and hate you. It's like fuck you have come here for the music. People today just bitch about everything, they deserve a smack! Arhg I swear you can't feel comfortable going to your own genre. Some people think that because you like one band, or you dress a certain way your not 'cool' or 'good' enough to listen to another band. Fuck if they dig the band stop hating. >:| People in today's society make me angry and the people that know me wonder why I'm angry all the time.
Enough about that.
Today was interesting I guess. I got woken up by my excited mother saying that Nathan and Nat from Nova were calling about the Ugly Dog Competition. I got up and put the radio on and laughed at my mum on radio talking about the smelly dog. We have to go to some Competition thing in Canning Vale in October now because the dogs so ugly. Ha!
Just before I started writing this I did my nails. I just had an itchy arm and itched it. Now my nails are all fucked up. This always happens to me, fucking nail polish. Okay back on topic.
After this ugly dog madness. I received a txt from Jed. Was very sad news :'(! I hope he is okay, I'm unsure of what to say to him, I feel so bad.
Then I fell asleep again. I woke up at 11 and it was too late for me to get my ass together to go and see Callum. Hell devo, but I get to see him next week when he's back from Busselton. Yay!
There's a big part of the day that I can't write about because I'll get into trouble. LOL KIM!
I came home and I got some socks that I ordered from America. There the knee high white ones with the two black stripes on the top. I spent a couple month's looking for them in Perth. I finally have them, it took for fucking ever but yay I have them now.
Pretty sure I should go to sleep. I have work training tomorrow 9-1:30pm JOY! Pretty sure I'm getting paid for it thought thank fuck. I better get paid because I need a fucking plug for my ear and I need merch from hvh. I will cry and probably punch a baby if they don't pay me. Better yet I will take a shit in the fresh food department, Woolworths the fresh food people. How do you like me now?
kay I think that's all I can cram in for tonight!
Woohooo dreams and happy places here I come ;D
Goodnight chinchilla x
twentythree
I woke up this morning feeling as though things were going to be shit as, this is how the day went!
Today in Health Ed we had the Question Box. The Question Box is a box where you write questions anonymously and put them into the box. Then the teacher reads out these questions, no matter how weird they are to the class and try to answer them. One of the questions that came out was " If I took a dump on my partner after sex would she be surprised and would she enjoy it?" LOL? The fuck? Seriously hahahaha! Oh another one was " If I were to have sex with a monkey, would I get AIDS? Also is this considered gay?". I think the most laughs came when the teacher read out " Is chocolate pussy better then vanilla pussy?" Oh man that was funny.
At lunch I chilled with Millie as usual. We stopped to say hi to Kristina and Tiana. Tiana came with us because she had to make a phone call and when we got back Kristina called us "ditching dogs". The thing is we didn't ditch her, when we went back to where she was she was gone. Things like this pisses me off! She told us to "fuck off" and what not and then five seconds later in science she's hugging me and things! This girl confuses me too much! Although I still love her, I'm unsure she loves me.
I had Economics before home time. The stupid teacher hates me because I'm too lazy to do assignments for her class because they are completely boring. She makes me want to punch her in the left ear. Seriously this woman is so rude because no one likes her class. Why would you like her class if it's the most boring piece of shit ever. I think Economics should go to hell!
After school I had to go to HQ and have an appointment there. I have to find two or three songs that represent me, or that I can relate to by Tuesday when I go back for my second appointment there. It has to represent me in either lyrics or tune. I have no idea of where to start! I'm thinking along the lines of some Spill Canvas songs, yay!
I went to some meeting/group assessment thing for my new job as well. It was so boring I didn't even have to go in the end. We sat there for ages and filled out sheets that I all ready filled out! I'm getting a job at Woolworths as a checkout chick. Yes that's right, when I finally start working there I think it shall be interesting to see how I treat customers. I hate people, well most people.
I finally got home and found out I could write an amazing thing called a Blog. So here I am writing it, I feel a bit less angry and a bit more stress has gone. I think I'm going to try and write one of these everyday, well everyday that I am at home and at a laptop.
I am excited about a gig I am going to this Sunday. Its House Vs. Hurricane with Mary Jane Kelly and a few others. I think I will have an all right time. Unsure though because I still don't have someone that is definitely coming with me. I thought Rachel would be coming, but she doesn't seem too keen. That kid is taking up her mind lately. I'm unsure if there's any room for anything else. I hope this kid doesn't be a dick head leaving me no choice but to cut his genitals off. Hopefully Tahlia will be coming. It shall make for a good day!
Tomorrow. I'm not sure what I am going to do tomorrow. If I can be bothered waking up and getting my ass to Kelmscott I may visit Callum. Although I doubt I'll be fucked because its a zillion miles away and I'm still awake at 1:24am. Wish me luck for waking up.
That is all for now, fucking finally finished. Biggest workout ever!
Oh and by the way I hate my step dad.
Chilled potatoes,
Goodnight x
Today in Health Ed we had the Question Box. The Question Box is a box where you write questions anonymously and put them into the box. Then the teacher reads out these questions, no matter how weird they are to the class and try to answer them. One of the questions that came out was " If I took a dump on my partner after sex would she be surprised and would she enjoy it?" LOL? The fuck? Seriously hahahaha! Oh another one was " If I were to have sex with a monkey, would I get AIDS? Also is this considered gay?". I think the most laughs came when the teacher read out " Is chocolate pussy better then vanilla pussy?" Oh man that was funny.
At lunch I chilled with Millie as usual. We stopped to say hi to Kristina and Tiana. Tiana came with us because she had to make a phone call and when we got back Kristina called us "ditching dogs". The thing is we didn't ditch her, when we went back to where she was she was gone. Things like this pisses me off! She told us to "fuck off" and what not and then five seconds later in science she's hugging me and things! This girl confuses me too much! Although I still love her, I'm unsure she loves me.
I had Economics before home time. The stupid teacher hates me because I'm too lazy to do assignments for her class because they are completely boring. She makes me want to punch her in the left ear. Seriously this woman is so rude because no one likes her class. Why would you like her class if it's the most boring piece of shit ever. I think Economics should go to hell!
After school I had to go to HQ and have an appointment there. I have to find two or three songs that represent me, or that I can relate to by Tuesday when I go back for my second appointment there. It has to represent me in either lyrics or tune. I have no idea of where to start! I'm thinking along the lines of some Spill Canvas songs, yay!
I went to some meeting/group assessment thing for my new job as well. It was so boring I didn't even have to go in the end. We sat there for ages and filled out sheets that I all ready filled out! I'm getting a job at Woolworths as a checkout chick. Yes that's right, when I finally start working there I think it shall be interesting to see how I treat customers. I hate people, well most people.
I finally got home and found out I could write an amazing thing called a Blog. So here I am writing it, I feel a bit less angry and a bit more stress has gone. I think I'm going to try and write one of these everyday, well everyday that I am at home and at a laptop.
I am excited about a gig I am going to this Sunday. Its House Vs. Hurricane with Mary Jane Kelly and a few others. I think I will have an all right time. Unsure though because I still don't have someone that is definitely coming with me. I thought Rachel would be coming, but she doesn't seem too keen. That kid is taking up her mind lately. I'm unsure if there's any room for anything else. I hope this kid doesn't be a dick head leaving me no choice but to cut his genitals off. Hopefully Tahlia will be coming. It shall make for a good day!
Tomorrow. I'm not sure what I am going to do tomorrow. If I can be bothered waking up and getting my ass to Kelmscott I may visit Callum. Although I doubt I'll be fucked because its a zillion miles away and I'm still awake at 1:24am. Wish me luck for waking up.
That is all for now, fucking finally finished. Biggest workout ever!
Oh and by the way I hate my step dad.
Chilled potatoes,
Goodnight x
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